tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58761440980484842382024-03-19T00:58:41.743-07:00The Other Side of Fine"Fine" is a word that gets us through our days. It allows us to check our true emotions at the door...a mask we put on so we don't have to give of our innermost to others. This blog was created because we are choosing to battle with fear, sadness, indicison, regret...choosing to share in hopefulness, joy, peace....we are choosing to live on "The Other Side of Fine."Mark and Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17288854867422400691noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5876144098048484238.post-13533511651958652112012-12-26T17:50:00.002-08:002012-12-26T17:56:12.832-08:00<div align="center">
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Nearly 3 years ago our family firmly understood God leading our family into the adoption of a child. The desire to adopt had always been a hope of Mark and me since we were married, and after 10 years, through a series of promptings and prayer, we knew the time had come for us to formally purse it. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Never would we have thought that this journey would be a long and as hard as it has. Never would we have realized how much we would grow to understand the depth of God’s character-- His love for us, His love for the fatherless, and His relentless pursuit for righteousness --more than we have during these past years. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Most of you know that we began our adoption process in Rwanda. We hung on for a nearly 2 year roller coaster ride of emotions, changes in government policy, and eventual heartbreak. Despite our desperate attempt and the bold attempt by others (many we had never even met before) to bring a little girl home, that ended last spring when the government closed all active cases and ceased giving out referrals. We had lost a lot. We fought all kinds of emotions during that time, wrestled with doubt and fear, wondering if we really were supposed to be a family to a child who did not have one. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">But we felt God still leading us to adopt. So, still a bit fragile and raw, I began looking into possibilities again. Fairly soon after, I stumbled upon an article from some guy who hated Christians and adoptions (amazing what God can use to reveal what He wants) and he referenced one blog in particular in this article about a family adopting in Ghana. I looked into their blog and then through research, realized we had a few “mutual friends” on facebook. That friend introduced us to this family. Not only have they adopted 4 children from Ghana, but they started an organization that works with orphanages in Ghana. It was through her that we were given the hope of adopting a little girl again. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">We redid paperwork, made calls, paid more funds, and began to hope again. We received a picture of a beautiful little girl and began to see her as our own—a gift of fatherhood from our heavenly father. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">We have had great people doing wonderful things throughout this process. We have had people in Ghana working tirelessly on our behalf, people at the orphanage loving our sweet girl and telling her about us. We have had people in America helping too in many ways, especially praying for our family. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">And last week we finally received the news we had been waiting for, sometimes not so patiently. We passed court in Ghana and Ruth became a Hansen! We will travel for our first trip in late January. We will meet Ruth for the first time, spend time at the orphanage, and file some necessary paperwork while in country. We will then have to say good-bye and wait again several months and hope and pray for 2 more U.S. government approvals (I600 and Visa) so we can travel again to bring her home. We are excited and nervous about these next steps, but lean into our God with confidence and hope. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Due to our failed first adoption, many of our personal finances were lost. Having to start most of our paperwork over to change countries and the fact that 2 trips to Ghana are necessary, we are a bit short of funds to bring her home. Our family still needs approx. $4,000.00 to be able to pay for our “bring home” trip. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">If you are at all interested in helping bring Ruth home, a tax deductible donations can be made and send to: </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">The Titus Task</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">c/o Hansen Family</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">PO Box 82</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Siloam Springs, AR 72761</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Your continued prayers for our family are so appreciated as we know just how valuable and needed they are! </span><br />
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<br />Mark and Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17288854867422400691noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5876144098048484238.post-83954988373282749172012-10-14T20:25:00.001-07:002012-10-14T20:25:51.497-07:00Not to us...<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">13 years ago, Mark and I had a verse spoken at our wedding. A verse we felt that we wanted our life together to reflect His work in our hearts. </span><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">"O LORD, not to us, but to your name give glory, for the sake of your steadfast love and your faithfulness." Psalm 115:1 </span></i><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">When we walked down the isle that day, as new husband and wife, we were left to anticipate all that would come. Circumstances both expected and unexpected... </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">I was driving in our van on April 17, 2012, exactly 13 years later when I received a call. This dear one on the other side of the world had been doing ALL she could to help bring a little girl from Rwanda into our family. A little girl we had been anticipating for nearly 2 years. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">But when she told me this adoption would not be, my heart was exposed to a kind of grief I had not known before. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">***The following is something I wrote during that time*** </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Her hands are bound. Tied together by a cord that bears both trial and trust. I went. I took her to the place I was told. It was a much longer journey than I thought. Days of sheer heat, nights of crippling cold. Much longer this journey, than my life seemed to hold years. Days of clearly marked paths turned into a bedlam of twisted, wicked, unknown climbs. But always to the higher place. The place I had been told to go. And now we are--this place He said to go. The alter built. Her hands bound. That cord of trial entwined with trust. My heart too, feels bound. I know He has done it before… I look around. Waiting on His provision, looking for the ram. She lays there; confusion seems to have paralyzed her body. Calming words I cannot offer. None-the-less, she is silent and still. My heart feels the weight of His ask and I do not believe it to be so. Trust, this time, can only be seen by the visible eye. Where is that ram? </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">He wouldn’t be asking this of me…surely not. Surely not He who provides, who spoke the earth into being. I obeyed. Walked each step. Waited. Called to Him. Heard His voice. Shared His glory. Built this alter. Where is He who says He loves me? Where is He who said “Go”? </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I know. I cry out in a pain I have never known before. Pain that pierces so deep, I wonder if breath will ever return to me. I wonder if joy will be estranged to me forever. Only where pain resides? </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Winching as I touch the knife at my side. Feeling its sharp tip, it would be better if it were for me. Holding it firm now, pleading for the ram to come. Pleading for Him who provides to do what He has done before. Why would He be asking me to do this? </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">He speaks now. Not in angels. Not in animals. He speaks now, the way He has spoken before. Gentle and firm and I know. He has spoken nothing about what will be--what will come after, but has spoken to what is now, and what I am to do. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">My heart stings. My hands shake. I lift the knife. She is yours now…she always was. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">And I hear, “So are you.” </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Why? Why? Why? Barely a whisper comes from me. The pain. Deep. Real. Pain as if my soul has left me…why? Despair acted out in the tearing of clothes. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">He speaks again. But not to tell me all the things I long to know. Not to tell me why. Only to remind me that it is He who provides. And I say, “Hear I am.” </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Lifting my lifeless feet, I begin the descent from the place He told me to go. Leaving the place of sacrifice and despair. Onto the journey where the days of sheer heat are met by the crippling cold of night. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">All the way down, wondering. Asking. Tears turning into verbal groanings of agony. Down the bitter path. Feeling my way back. What will happen when I get back home? How will He restore? </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">He who promises to provide speaks. He speaks of this journey. He speaks of His promises to me. He reminds me step by step, back down the twisted path. He provides…</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Why? I wonder. Pain still raw. Could I have known it without the sacrifice? Could I understand otherwise? No…no…. To know the One who provides is to know sacrifice. The journey-- those twisted, wicked roads. To know, and to love. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Seeing the fields now from the start of the journey long ago. Fields now blooming with wildflowers of color. Relishing in the beauty, knowing it will take time. Seeing what He who provides-- beginning to understand. Not always what I want. But always what He wants to give. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Love for Him. Peace from Him. Confidence in Him. Hope—to come. Yes, He who provides, restores. Knowing it is my heart He provides for. Through sacrifice He gives. More—of knowing Him. Clinging now, I follow. He who promises to provide.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">God has been generous to us. In our time of trial, He revealed the joy that James speaks of. In our moments of unbearable grief, He sustained our souls and protected us from our own confusion. And in a season of the unknown, He has revealed a measure of His goodness to us that is matchless to anything else. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">For we serve a God who is about the journey...and we are so hopeful about a new journey He is leading us on. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">This blog is where we hope to share that with you.</span> </span><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">"O LORD, not to us, but to your name give glory, for the sake of your steadfast love and your faithfulness." Psalm 115:1 </span></i><br />
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<br />Mark and Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17288854867422400691noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5876144098048484238.post-31747310380784206042010-09-25T06:16:00.000-07:002010-09-25T06:22:33.752-07:00Our Story...<object width="400" height="250"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/jS3kkEaUhto?fs=1&hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/jS3kkEaUhto?fs=1&hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="400" height="250"></embed></object>Mark and Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17288854867422400691noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5876144098048484238.post-33115370196818334642010-07-02T09:12:00.000-07:002010-07-02T09:47:03.473-07:00Dear Rwanda.....Dear Rwanda,<br /><br />Will you share your daughter with me? Among the thousand hills, next to the Cypress tree.<br /><br />Will you reach across the sea? From a land that bleeds of loss and tragedy.<br /><br />Will you invite me to your table? Where the soul drinks from of the beautiful redemption of many.<br /><br />Welcome me in.<br /><br />To marvel among the trees.<br /><br />To hear the whispers of the hills.<br /><br />To be witness of beauty left untold.<br /><br />Meet me on the road where the red clay covers victory left undone.<br /><br />Let me take your hand in mine.<br /><br />And take her along with me.<br /><br />She awaits for me, under that Cypress tree.<br /><br />For the thousand hills she will always be part,<br /><br />Dear Rwanda, let me now fill her heart.Mark and Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17288854867422400691noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5876144098048484238.post-56796420778990034352010-04-27T20:06:00.000-07:002010-04-28T19:14:28.808-07:00The Secret Is Out...<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjKUkVHRUxVk0dOnkE8Ve5G5S_JKQwiad37bwq5j8GGUFNyX9LvDVHSDrlP4ypR3DnDhdqM6EnQpIu7bnafEP7lsSIvWNuFey7MW1K4XgbEbLl84yywDARCsl9TNvDPbtlmNzjPVvrXtafh/s1600/Spring2010a+286.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 200px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 133px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5465360110631674514" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjKUkVHRUxVk0dOnkE8Ve5G5S_JKQwiad37bwq5j8GGUFNyX9LvDVHSDrlP4ypR3DnDhdqM6EnQpIu7bnafEP7lsSIvWNuFey7MW1K4XgbEbLl84yywDARCsl9TNvDPbtlmNzjPVvrXtafh/s200/Spring2010a+286.JPG" /></a><br />So, Mark tells me that he heard that the "secret" of having a good blog is to include lots of pictures on it. I have to admit, I am attracted to a blog when I can scroll along and put a visual behind words. We didn't want this blog to just give general facts and updates. We really wanted it to be a place where we were able to write about the contemplation of our souls. But, I want a "good blog" and surely no one just wants to spend time reading only <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnAjEnvh3XbSNYFFcyP6x5NpSiLkbv9__ecDV2NrcRnyKUyVf5pYIbvt2c2d0ZoHvBMe7WbpNvSXeUcYkX5TrbwvqE9DaiKAKDNTY16unO-pfTXx2aA2rdjSGuDhD4v6KUv6OmMsGtlvN9/s1600/Spring2010a+249.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 200px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 133px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5465362186133184658" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnAjEnvh3XbSNYFFcyP6x5NpSiLkbv9__ecDV2NrcRnyKUyVf5pYIbvt2c2d0ZoHvBMe7WbpNvSXeUcYkX5TrbwvqE9DaiKAKDNTY16unO-pfTXx2aA2rdjSGuDhD4v6KUv6OmMsGtlvN9/s200/Spring2010a+249.JPG" /></a>about our deep thoughts and complexities. So, today I present pictures. Pictures of us. And we will post updates or funny stories now and then. We have 3 children who help make our lives fun and we want to recognize what a wonderful gift God has given to us in each other. We feel SO SO grateful to have a family who is growing and learning together about how the Gospel calls us into a life of mission. With that, here's some pictures...<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdhWsiH0k69zzZfx1uz53cB_smdN_mTCT_NrVcesTSyKRXKzmxuF2YZvPsCd7wKikRGr8_48F2andDb0jFhO5GwAtmXFs1D6ZI1-s35eFnWFAAB2fvf54GE5J8SpamTQPwyDR4r-tCOORw/s1600/Spring2010a+346.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 215px; HEIGHT: 150px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5465360992820411074" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjdhWsiH0k69zzZfx1uz53cB_smdN_mTCT_NrVcesTSyKRXKzmxuF2YZvPsCd7wKikRGr8_48F2andDb0jFhO5GwAtmXFs1D6ZI1-s35eFnWFAAB2fvf54GE5J8SpamTQPwyDR4r-tCOORw/s200/Spring2010a+346.JPG" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><p align="left"></p>Mark and Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17288854867422400691noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5876144098048484238.post-25511755018208855512010-04-18T20:33:00.000-07:002010-04-18T20:42:40.079-07:00Wanted: A Comfortable Pair of Shoes.Well, we have progress. Progress toward our journey into the world of adoption. Progress toward learning to trust in Jesus more. Progress in knowing ourselves a bit better. <br /><br />So this week we had some Big questions answered. We didn't know if it would be possible for us to attempt an independent adoption. We didn't know if we could find any help in this. We didn't know if we should follow through with our home-study appointment. We didn't know a lot of things. We laid them down before our Lord, and He has wonderfully given us answers to all of them. One at a time--as we committed to continue to walk where He was asking us to. <br /><br />We are excited. It has been a productive week. Rwanda is a place that grows in our hearts more everyday. It's hard to think the finish line is still so far away. And now that we have a starting place, an even bigger road is ahead of us. A road I don't even fully understand. I know that it will take a BIG God, and we have that, so I've decided what I need now is a really comfortable pair of shoes for the journey He is taking us on!Mark and Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17288854867422400691noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5876144098048484238.post-30864172174005591012010-03-30T09:53:00.000-07:002010-03-30T11:05:27.134-07:00Here, There, and Everywhere...Honestly, this past week or so....we'll it's given me a ton to think about, contemplate, and ponder over. I've started five new posts, but never finished one of them due to incomplete thoughts. I'm learning it's good to have expression WHILE life is happening, but that thoughts are sometimes best expressed AFTER the lesson has been learned. Right now, I'm still learning a lot of these lessons, and this week, my emotions have been taking me here , there, and everywhere. <br /><br />I wondered,"How will we combat this constant battle over finances?", after learning through a conversation with the agency that will be doing our home study with, that our start-up fees for our adoption had just dramatically increased due to certain policies they adhere to.<br /><br />I contemplated, "Why am I the one that has to give up something I want to do just because I'm trying to do what God has asked me to?", after having to make the VERY tough decision that we will not be able to attend the family "reunions" trip(one on Mark's side/one one my side) we have been planning and saving for for over a year and a half. <br /><br />I've witnessed that, "some might not understand or be willing to hear what our hearts are saying," after finally pursuing what has been years of pondering how we might move into a neighborhood where we can be more effective in, help neighbors in need, and build a above-garage apartment to house a person in who doesn't have a home. <br /><br />All of this, took me some time to process...and many more thoughts will be shared from what has been birthed through these experiences of ours. <br /><br />But here's where I sit after a week and a half of thought: My God, my very good God, does not stand by in idle abyss while this life of mine is happening. He has, in my moments of doubts and selfishness spoken His Spirit into my soul. He reminds me that he is BOTH the maker and partaker of these dreams of ours. He also reminds me that seeking Him and truly living out life by His accord, means sacrifice and knowing that sometimes you may "stand alone" among people. And with these things that I have learned, I am satisfied and know that that the "here, there, and everywhere" places that I have been are a welcomed process for my soul.<br /><br />TiffanyMark and Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17288854867422400691noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5876144098048484238.post-33043478198163825472010-03-17T21:08:00.000-07:002010-03-17T21:29:51.208-07:00The Other Side of Fine ExplainedMark and I are tired. Most of us are. Yes, we are tired from our busy days, managing our jobs, our family, our committments. But that's not what I mean. What that is--is life. What we are tired from is living in a world where being "fine" has become the norm. We live in a place that has become too "fine." So much so, we are desensitized to the fact that seldom does "fine" describe our current state. But we say so anyway. <br /><br />I'm conviced that we have hidden, most of our lives, behind the comforts of "fine." It's a place where the reality of who we are or what we feel safely nestles into the shadowed corners of a stale subsitite. <br /><br />This is both a challenge to us and to you alike. Life cannot be lived in the confines of "fine". True and pure relationships can never develop if we can't share our deepest fears or greatest joys with those we are around. God never intended for us to experience a "fine" life. His Spirit enables us the deepest kind of every emotion. It's good for us to share each other in this way. It's necessary. It's the way He made us. <br /><br />So, we are stepping out of that shadowed corner. We are attempting to let our thoughts and feeling define us. We are rejecting the notion that "fine" is an okay thing to be. We are wanting to live on "the other side of fine." <br /><br />TiffanyMark and Tiffanyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17288854867422400691noreply@blogger.com0